(no subject)

[llyrafantasyfae]

This week has been sooo emotionally draining. A lot of soul searching and heartache. Most of it sums up to us kicking my brother out. Can you call it kicking him out if you give him 4 months notice?  Its weeks like this that I wish we could just move back to Okinawa. *sigh* won't go into to much  more detail because I am sure it will just bore people. But I am proud of myself. I finally did a facebook purge. I had people on there that I did out of obligation, (mostly family). Everyone says I am to nice when it comes to things like this and part of me does feel selfish about it. But it didn't bring me anything but heartache so screw it. I am gonna be a little selfish. Any LJ friends that happen to be on my facebook, you are definatly safe. My one rule with facebook was I had to know them in person. If you made it past that rule it means I wanna be your friend. Poor you. :) 
My sewing mojo and inspiration is coming back. I am going to follow along with a Casey's sew a long.  It will be the start to this dress, with some tweaks. I want to use a darker blue ribon on it. And maybe a darker red.... But wouldn't this just be awesome!