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[llyrafantasyfae]

I have no desire to do anything sewing related. Like absolutely NONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I will regret this come Costume College when I have nothing to wear but mismatched undies. *cries* My head hurts, I feel like bawling, and all I want to do is go to sleep. But I have to attempt to stay up. And I want the costumes to make themselves... no... I want to make them. I just don't want to pattern them. I want a pretty pattern that tells me what to do with no thought into the process just me actually doing it. Is that to much to ask? I mean really! Sleep and just being able to work on a project with no tricky, having to figure it out, parts? *sigh* I am going to go back to trying to mock this up, but really spend two hours just staring at it and try not to cry.