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llyrafantasyfae) wrote2008-01-29 01:56 pm
llyrafantasyfae) wrote2008-01-29 01:56 pm
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Today has been so bleh already that I just want to crawl back into the bed.
I am fighting a cold that is on the getting worse and worse stage, not the getting better stage. So it pretty much totally sucks. I couldn't sleep so I didn't even get to try and sleep it off kind of thing. BLEH. Then I get a call from my mom this morning. At first I thought it was great because I don't get to talk to them alot and I couldn't find the phone card to call her for her birthday on Sunday, or yesterday for you in the states. So yea I can wish her a happy bday over the phone even if it is a little late. But she was calling with bad news. My grandfather passed away. For me personally this isn't so bad because I didn't know him well. Dad didn't go home often and who would blame him. His father was a abusive drunk to put it lightly.
I am just torn right now because I can't offer dad much in condolences over the phone and I can't be there for him from over here. And lets face it I don't have the $700-2000 it cost to buy a plane ticket up and be flying home tomorrow. Totally yucky. I need to start a rainy day fund that Chris can't touch.
Mom's not sure how dad will take this. His brother died just a couple months ago and he was good until the services. Now this..... So who knows.... but still. What can I do from over here?
Then in my own pettiness my math teacher was teaching today and he kept mentioning that we should of learned the lesson he was teaching in 4th grade. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR I did you *$^@*$#^@%@I*$ This is not the crap that was on the placement exam if it was I would of passed no problem. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Can I crawl back into bed and try this day over again?
I am just torn right now because I can't offer dad much in condolences over the phone and I can't be there for him from over here. And lets face it I don't have the $700-2000 it cost to buy a plane ticket up and be flying home tomorrow. Totally yucky. I need to start a rainy day fund that Chris can't touch.
Mom's not sure how dad will take this. His brother died just a couple months ago and he was good until the services. Now this..... So who knows.... but still. What can I do from over here?
Then in my own pettiness my math teacher was teaching today and he kept mentioning that we should of learned the lesson he was teaching in 4th grade. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR I did you *$^@*$#^@%@I*$ This is not the crap that was on the placement exam if it was I would of passed no problem. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Can I crawl back into bed and try this day over again?