I have a few things I would like to update you all on.

[llyrafantasyfae]

Remind me to to do that when I come up for air in a few weeks. But I wanted to share a few pics taken for my class. There's a three fold reason for it. One, because its a prelude for when I do the implied nudity shoot. 2 because I feel I look sexy in them. and 3 because I go my first troll on my cosplay page. I don't feel like feeding the troll but that doesn't mean I'm not human. So rant and pics under cut. And yes its a rant. So maybe just look at the pics and not actually read what I say.
Sum up of their commet is I am a fat ass and shouldn't cosplay because no body wants to see it. Except with more curse words and refrences to my fatness. What I wanted to say:

Congrats on pointing out the obvious. I am well aware that I have a fat ass. Yes, I could loose some weight. Yes I have rolls and cellulite. But guess what, I'm not doing this for you. I am not looking for a date. I've been happily married for 11 years and he loves every square inch of this fat ass. And while you may only see my fatness. I know I have a lot that makes me pretty. I'm tall with long blonde hair, and expressive eyes. I have a killer smile and fuck, I'll just say it. I have some great boobs. And because you can't get past something like my weight you will never even have a clue what kind of person I am. Your loss not mine,
and blocked....



And more from the shoot but of my friend. The last one is a picture of a picture. Sorry for the poor quality. The assignment was lighting. I had so much fun with it.

Comments

[mandie-rw.livejournal.com]

Good on you for not feeding the troll - but hey, that's why we have LJ, for rants against stupid people, right? ...and costuming I guess. ;) Clearly you know it, but I'll say it anyway - you totally ARE beautiful, and fuck the haters!

(And, yaaaaa, definitely great boobs!)

I always love your photos - that last one of your friend is really striking!

[llyrafantasyfae.livejournal.com]

Ranting, and costuming when you have time..... Or something like that.
And thanks. Don't let my bravado fool you. I'm full of self doubt. My first reaction was hurt, then anger and that's why the rant. One day I'd love to get to my husbands level. His first reaction is to cleverly troll the troll. He's so witty about it too! One day that'll be me!

[mala-14.livejournal.com]

Damn, you look sexy as all get out! Also, love the last pic. So artsy! Some people suck. Rant away!

[llyrafantasyfae.livejournal.com]

Thanks Hun! ☺️
I had so much fun with her. She has the haunted look down!
Stupid trolls.

[vanessa-lynne.livejournal.com]

Fuck the haters.

Also....boooooooobs.

[llyrafantasyfae.livejournal.com]

Thanks!
:P

[love3angle.livejournal.com]

Hear! Hear! Down with the trolls! You're fabulous!

[llyrafantasyfae.livejournal.com]

Thanks Hun.

[theladyrebecca.livejournal.com]

Ooh, all your pictures look really great!

And trolls are stupid. Clearly he's crazy!

[llyrafantasyfae.livejournal.com]

Thanks!
damn trolls....

[jenthompson.livejournal.com]

Stunning photos!!! (how'd you do that last one - I adore the look!)

You are so beautiful and you really DO have some amazing boobs! RAWR!!!

I'm horrified that somebody said something so rude to you, but good for you for keeping it classy and not letting it get to you too much.

[llyrafantasyfae.livejournal.com]

The last one of my friend was done on film. We used a main light source (right side of the picture) that had a sheet thrown over it. We used a bounce for the left side of the picture to help fill in some of the shadows on her face.
HAHA Thanks.
I knew by putting myself out there that trolls were a possibility. I wish it bothered me even less. I'd love to get to my husband's status. He's an expert at cleverly trolling the trolls back.

[jubilima.livejournal.com]

Yeah, definitely don't feed the trolls, but beautiful response! Thanks for sharing it with us!

[llyrafantasyfae.livejournal.com]

Thanks. It helps me to vent.

[girliegirl32786.livejournal.com]

Seriously, they can just fuck right off. You look amazing! Good for you for not feeding the troll, but if you ever need someone to cut them, I'm your girl. ;)

[llyrafantasyfae.livejournal.com]

Thanks hun. My first response was to tell them to go Fuck themselves... but I know that won't help a dang thing. Except give them satisfaction for getting to me. Glad to know I got someone to cut someone if need be. :)

[nuranar.livejournal.com]

Wonderful self-restraint (and private response), and beautiful pictures! I love what you're learning and how much you're enjoying it. :) (((HUGS)))

[llyrafantasyfae.livejournal.com]

THanks.
I really am loving it. Its a creative outlet that is greatly needed. I don't have the time or any extra neurons to spare for sewing. So this gives me something.

[ravenessdotcom.livejournal.com]

I don't want to sound creepy, but...
HOT DAMN YOU'RE REALLY FUCKING SEXY!
Like, if you were single, I wouldn't introduce you to my husband...

[llyrafantasyfae.livejournal.com]

Awwww thanks hun! That means alot because I don't feel it 90% of the time.

[mrs_maupin]

Beautiful picture ! You look stunning in those, and so does your model.

[llyrafantasyfae.livejournal.com]

THanks!

[suededsilk.livejournal.com]

Good not to feed the troll, but fantastic response, and you look fabulous in your photos! (And hugs to you, since no one should have to deal with that kind of trolling.)

[llyrafantasyfae.livejournal.com]

Thanks.
And thanks. I knew by putting myself out in the world I would face critism and trolls. But it does still sting.

[howlgirl.livejournal.com]

You are gorgeous, on top of everything else, your skin is luminous!

Haters gonna hate, keep being your fucking fabulous self!

[llyrafantasyfae.livejournal.com]

Thanks Hun! I try to live by that. Keep doing me. But it does still sting a bit. Jerks....