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[llyrafantasyfae]

I know I have been quiet around here since CoCo. Mostly in part to a month long TDY to another prison. That is a whole post in and of its self that I may or may not write up. Short story is it was horrible and stressful and has made me second guessing everything. I no longer wish to be doing this line of work and plan to not be doing this by the first of the new year. I would quit now but I am the primary income for my household and you can't receive unemployment if you quit... Fortunately they are negotiating so the State can take over our prison and I couldn't be happier. Solves my problem quite nicely... I know I shouldn't be this happy to be laid off but I truly am. But because I am happy about it I fear it will fall through somehow. *sigh*
I finally finished unpacking from the tdy and started unpacking my coco stuff. That's my goal for this weekend. Once I find the camera I will upload my pics and do a CoCo recap. Then you guys have to pretend its all new and fresh and fun again!!!!

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[llyrafantasyfae.livejournal.com]

Thank you. It is an interesting job but its not for everyone. You either love it, get eaten alive, or turn mean. I feel myself doing the last one when I am not just miserable. But then I have a few good days where I wonder why I ever felt so bad. Like the last part of this week. I am still leaning towards its time to move on though.