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Yesterday was just a crappy day
Mar. 18th, 2015 10:22 amNothing over the top horrid but a bunch of things that by 7 I just wanted to crawl into bed and give up on it.
-Started the day by reading something on here that just completely irked me. Most of the time I am passive about my beliefs. We are all different and that's fine, we can still be 'friends'. I have very few triggers that depending on how they are presented will either have me politely disagreeing with you(you make a valid argument but I've yet to hear a case that will sway me from my stance) or result in pure rage, (you are ignorant, stubborn, selfish and should go *curse word* yourself). The post yesterday got the rage side. I de-friended and blocked the person. What I know of the person, saying something would of done me no good. I doubt when I finally cool off from it I will regret my decision.
-still angry I decided I wanted to cuddle Little Man. Went and got him out of the living room and as I was walking back to the bedroom, I tripped on.... Who knows what, with how clumsy I am and how bad my ankles are it could have been my own feet. Because I was still holding Little though I turned my body so I would land on my side and not directly on him. That worked really well for him, he landed with a gentle plop onto the couch. I on the other hand ended up with a scratch and pretty impressive bruise that runs entire length of my leg from my knee to my hip from where I met the corner of the coffee table in my fall.
- got a C on my Physiology test :(
- don't think I did very well on the psychology test I took yesterday
- the group I was tutoring was having difficulties with the subject matter and I just couldn't think of another way to explain it. Very frustrating for us both.
- got home and had no motivation to work on any sewing that I need to work on. I have deadlines of the end of the month. Which prompted anxiety. Which was the last straw so I decided to call it quits and went and laid in bed with Little Man.
And good news for this otherwise ranty post.
-Coco emailed me. Both Deathhead button classes were accepted. They declined the flower-smocking muff one. I really liked the idea of that one but it does mean less prep without it, which I enjoy even more right now.
-I'm really doing the St Ives guild thing. Checking something off my bucket list feels great! And this one has been in there for 15+ years. But it is causing me loads of anxiety. And I am going to be swamped for the next 2 months. BUT IT'S GOING TO BE WORTH IT! So says I. :)
-Started the day by reading something on here that just completely irked me. Most of the time I am passive about my beliefs. We are all different and that's fine, we can still be 'friends'. I have very few triggers that depending on how they are presented will either have me politely disagreeing with you(you make a valid argument but I've yet to hear a case that will sway me from my stance) or result in pure rage, (you are ignorant, stubborn, selfish and should go *curse word* yourself). The post yesterday got the rage side. I de-friended and blocked the person. What I know of the person, saying something would of done me no good. I doubt when I finally cool off from it I will regret my decision.
-still angry I decided I wanted to cuddle Little Man. Went and got him out of the living room and as I was walking back to the bedroom, I tripped on.... Who knows what, with how clumsy I am and how bad my ankles are it could have been my own feet. Because I was still holding Little though I turned my body so I would land on my side and not directly on him. That worked really well for him, he landed with a gentle plop onto the couch. I on the other hand ended up with a scratch and pretty impressive bruise that runs entire length of my leg from my knee to my hip from where I met the corner of the coffee table in my fall.
- got a C on my Physiology test :(
- don't think I did very well on the psychology test I took yesterday
- the group I was tutoring was having difficulties with the subject matter and I just couldn't think of another way to explain it. Very frustrating for us both.
- got home and had no motivation to work on any sewing that I need to work on. I have deadlines of the end of the month. Which prompted anxiety. Which was the last straw so I decided to call it quits and went and laid in bed with Little Man.
And good news for this otherwise ranty post.
-Coco emailed me. Both Deathhead button classes were accepted. They declined the flower-smocking muff one. I really liked the idea of that one but it does mean less prep without it, which I enjoy even more right now.
-I'm really doing the St Ives guild thing. Checking something off my bucket list feels great! And this one has been in there for 15+ years. But it is causing me loads of anxiety. And I am going to be swamped for the next 2 months. BUT IT'S GOING TO BE WORTH IT! So says I. :)
